Car Accident =[

so....
Its Saturday night, i get home at and i get a text from my boyfriend james saying he wants to see me. I stupidly decide to drive to town and hang out with him. We met melissa at denny's. drove by the apartments melissa and i want, then went to this park in El Dorado. Melissa left so James and i decided to go over to Indian Creek Middle School and hang out at the playground. We layed in the bed of his truck and watched the stars. It got to be about 5AM and i decided i needed to drive home considering i worked at 1030 that morning and needed sleep.

I literally got about five seconds away from my house when i fell asleep driving. Yes, i fell asleep. I woke up as i hit the side of the road and looked down and saw the pavement getting closer and closer to the car. The car landed on the driver side, and started smoking. Eight cars drove by before someone stopped to help me! I couldnt find my glasses or my phone, the lady who stopped called 911 and a fire truck came. It was the scariest night of my life. I almost died! Scary to think about really.

The jeep is basically totalled, but i still need to take it to a mechanic and see what the damage costs. My cousin is really good with jeeps, and told me partially whats wrong. The quarter panel is hella messed up and somethign is wrong with the front axel. Not good.

There goes ALL of my moving out money. All of my next 6 paychecks. Totally not worth it.

I completely understand why my mom made a curfew for me. Yet i took advantage of the fact that she wasnt home and stayed out as late as i could.

End of story. =[

Liiifffe.

Work. School. Boys.

Its all getting to be too much. I'm getting in over my head with all three of them.

My bosses left for their yearly italy trip last week, so my coworker OE and i are running the kitchen until they are gone. (I'm a sous chef =]) Its exciting making all the food while they are gone, but at the same time very very stressful. I usually work 4 shifts, but now im at 7 shifts for the next few weeks until they get back.

School. Im failing Econ. Dont get it because i passed Macro last term with a very high A. But my midterm grade in Micro is an F. Depressing as hell. Sucks because i was a 4.0 student in high school. College is so much harder than expected. Its hard. And its terrible. Its so difficult for me to wake up in the morning and want to come to school. In high school i ALWAYS wanted to come to school. I love school. Im smart. I guess im just having an off year. Need to get on working on doing well so i can actually make it into a good nursing school. =[

Boys. Girls, you know what im talking about. What a let down.

Jackson =]

So last night i had the best night ever! Melissa and i spontaneously decided to head to Jackson Rancheria to do some gambling, and it was a blast. The car ride there and back was ridiculous and fun. We've never laughed so hard. Direct quote from MB "I think i feel my abs actually working from laughing so hard."

Our Missions: 1) Find Cute Boys 2) Win BIG.

#1 Failed miserably. Well we found cute boys, but we didnt strike up any coversations. We sat around on a machine for two hours straight and basically just looked at this hot security guard the ENTIRE TIME. When she saw a cute guy she burst out into her little mouse giggles, and thats when i knew there must have been a hot guy somewhere.

#2 went well. FOR HER. I lost 70 bucks, and she WON 500. Our new favorite game is the eBay game. It was amazing. By the end of the night though we both learned to listen to the other when it came to betting or cashing out. ha

I've never had so much fun. I've enver stayed out so late. I got home at 4, had to get up at 7 for school. Awesome.

All i can say is that she is so so much fun now that shes not with him anymore, and im looking forward to more fun crazy nights with her. =]

Miley...Aagin. =]

Here she is. =]

Miley =]

Last thursday i was on my way to my econ class at 1130, but decided to stop into safeway to get a bagel. I got the bagel, got in my car, and started driving away. All of a sudden, i see a tiny tiny puppy just walking around the parking lot. No collar, no nothing. I had to rescue her. I went in to safeway and talked to management to see if anyone was missing a puppy. He told me no, but to go to Wal*Mart because there was a girl giving away puppies earlier that morning. So i did, but with no luck. She was already gone.

So.... I went to the dollar store, bought a collar, puppy food, water bottle, leash, dog bed and food bowl, and we went to the park downtown. I instantly fell in love with this dog. She is so tiny, not more than 8 weeks old. My grandpa is a vet and said she is a border collie mix. She is absolutely adorable. My mom has yet to decide if i can keep her because we already have three dogs at home, Corgis. I have one of my own, Bella. But there is a bigger connection between this new puppy and i than there ever has been between Bella and me.

I feel bad for bella, though. I hardly give her attention, but i love her to death. She is the most loyal dog EVER. If I keep miley, we'll have FOUR herdingh dogs. Thats a lot of dogs, eh?

Oh and get this. My mom has conditions for letting me keep her. At first it was, Bella or Miley? but that was too harsh. Then it was "You can keep her if you take out your tongue ring", but i completely disagreed with that. So now it has changed to "Write me a one page paper, single spaced, as to how your life would change and how my life would not change." Preety easy i think, but i have yet to come up with a paper.

Picture to come!